I'm Still Finding My Way or I'm On My Way?

14号7月(晴)
终于天亮了。。。
现在是早上7.30，
完全没有一丝睡意的我在update部落格。

前几天和朋友在金河广场闲逛时经过停车场，
看见外面天气还蛮好的，就走出去晒晒太阳和排了几张照片。
照片出来的感觉还蛮ok啦~
不错一下咯。。。

关于“Yeah Boy Search 2009”一事。。。
很谢谢各位朋友的意见和支持，
我决定参加了！！！^-^
为了不让青春留白，还是趁自己还年轻，好好把握机会吧。
免得以后自己后悔莫及。
接着下来就是要为参赛一事做准备了，
但该准备什么呢?
我还真的不懂呢。。。
因为这还真的是第一次想参与这类型的比赛。
哎~被录取的机会应该不大吧。。。?
怎么说我的身高还是比别人逊色嘛。。。
样貌也很一般而已。
前晚和朋友在公寓楼下的mamak喝茶时，
看见很多帅哥经过，
他们都很高素质耶~
越想越怕了。。。

You, Now You Are The One....

You did it again, after you had promise that won't leave me alone anymore...
Today is the 10 days that you didn't answer my call and reply my message and i hate it, i really hate it.

I hate that i miss you, i hate that why i still keep trying to find myself a reason to keep waiting day by days, week by week...
Why i just can't forget bout you?
What had you done on me?
What you got to make me wanted you so much?
Miss you so much?

Few days ago you had leave me a message on my facebook,
asking me to call you when i saw the message,
but when i call you, you refuse to answer my call again...
Is this the way that you show people you miss them too?
You said that you miss me a lot and a lot too...
but you refuse to answer my call and reply my message.
Is this the way you show me how much you miss me?

I miss you so much... I really miss you a lot...
Every weekend i went to club and waiting for you
Trying to looking for you,
Searching you...
but ...
You are not there and the whole night i was sitting at the corner,crying there.

I remember that you told me, you wanted to see me smile rather than crying, but you are the one who makes me cry,
makes me sad, makes me miss you so much...
You are the one who give me hope and you are the one who told me 'The more you hope, the more happiness you will gain, believe me..."
but you are the one who makes me feel hopeless as well...

I don't want you to say 'sorry...'
I don't need you to apologize...
A world 'sorry' will just make me feel sad,
and it doesn't works on me.
I'm not angry, but I'm just sad.
I guess you should know what i want to listen right?
I guess you know what I want right?

I'm so stupid right?
I knew that you won't be there, but i still want to try
Trying to looking for you
Trying to find myself a reason
Day by days, week by weeks...
I'm trying to find myself a reason to keep waiting, waiting , waiting and waiting...

Miss you so much...